sacred ten days of zulhijjah

assalamualaikum guys.

lame gler dah tak update blog ni since exam dah dekat.mungkin juga kerana kekeringan idea.semoga Allah menolong hambamu ini dan sahabat2 di cork yang akan menghadapi exam.



zulhijjah

alhamdulillah,Allah menyampaikan juga kita di bulan yang mulia ini.bulan zulhijjah adalah termasuk dalam bulan2 haram yang dijaga kesuciannya oleh allah.Allah melarang umat islam utk berperang dalam bulan2 haram ini.bulan ini juga adalah bulan dimana berjuta2 umat islam berangkat utk bertemu pencipta mereka dan kita semua di baitillah al-haram.semoga Allah mengurniakan haji mabrur kepada saudara2 kita yg sedang mengerjakan haji.

10 hari pertama zulhijjah

tuan guru nik abdul aziz sentiasa menceritakan kebesaran dan kemuliaan 10 hari pertama zulhijjah setiap kali tibanya bulan ini.kita patut bersyukur kerana masih sempat diberikan peluang untuk hidup di 10 hari ini yang mana fadhilatnya dikatakan setanding dengan 10 hari terakhir ramdhan (sumber tidak dapat disahihkan).

firman Allah:

وَالْفَجْرِ وَلَيَالٍ عَشْرٍ
demi fajar dan hari2 yang sepuluh (al-fajr:1)

Majoriti ulama menyatakan hari sepuluh itu merujuk kepada hari pertama hingga sepuluh Zulhijjah dan bukannya sepuluh terakhir Ramadhan. (Zad Al-Ma'ad, Ibn Qayyim).

Ia juga disebut oleh Nabi SAW dalam hadith lain :

"Tiada hari-hari yang lebih disukai oleh Allah SWT untuk hambanya memperbanyakkan amalan dari sepuluh hari ini" (Riwayat Al-Bukhari).

apa tindakan kita?

saya menyeru sahabat2 untuk merperbanyakkan amalan kita di sepuluh hari yg pertama ini.banyakkan puasa,berzikir,baca quran,etc.buat amalan yg korang rase korang mampu untuk buat.jangan meyusahkan dan jangan juga merasa berat dalam melakukannya.

sabda nabi: jika aku menyuruh kamu melakukan sesuatu,maka buatlah apa yang kamu mampu (hadis riwayat bukhari dan muslim-dipetik dari kitab al-azkar imam nawawi)

siiru 'ala barakatillah
waallahua'lam

Reason not to go back...

Akum wbt....hepi sunday guys...(hepi ke???kah3)
its time of the year,i know...exam seasons...*sigh*...
nway, while flipping thru sme msian online papers i came across an interesting article ...and it makes me ponder,nk balek ke tak lpas grads...

At least five doctors to suffer from mental woes every month

By M. KRISHNAMOORTHY

KUALA LUMPUR: Every month, at least five doctors are found to be suffering from mental illnesses, director-general of health Tan Sri Dr Mohd Ismail Merican said.

He said these doctors were either psychotic or neurotic but still managed to get into medical schools because these schools were not screening students meticulously enough.

“When the doctors complete their two-year housemanship and their applications are submitted for registration with the Malaysian Medical Council (MMC), they fail to get registered.

“Their supervisors do not certify them as fit to be registered because of indiscipline and poor attitude arising from mental health problems.

“The mental cases range from psychotic to neurotic. Psychotic cases include delusions and hallucinations, and neurotic behaviour includes anxiety, fear and anger due to the competitive environment,” said Dr Ismail.

These medical graduates, totalling about 60 cases a year, are unable to cope with their housemanship as they may have been pressured by their parents to take up medicine.

Dr Ismail said it was disheartening to note this emerging trend due to an inefficient selection process, adding that the mental cases were referred to the Medical Review Panel (MRP).

Since many of these graduates have spent a lot of money on their medical education, the MRP may extend their housemanship and at the same time send them for psychiatric treatment.

“In the event they are assigned to work, they will be thoroughly supervised and counselled by experts and given light duties until their mental condition improves.

“I am not so sure whether we can identify those with attitude problems during an interview unless such problems are obvious,” Dr Ismail said at a forum on Training Future Doctors: Have we got it right?”

About 2,000 medical doctors are registered annually from 21 local medical schools and 400 recognised schools overseas.

Different medical schools around the world have different selection criteria for their students, Dr Ismail said.

However, he said that the ministry was also planning some form of examination to check their attitude, knowledge and experience after they complete their final examination.

Most of the mentally ill students, he said, could have undergone pressure and depression while studying and faced difficulty in coping in a hospital environment.

The other weakness was a lack of proficiency in the English language.

Higher Education director-general Prof Datuk Dr Radin Umar Radin Sohadi said the ministry was currently reviewing universities’ curricula to ensure high standards in medical education and training for doctors.

“Uppermost on our minds will be the safety and well-being of patients,” he said.

papepn, kasi settle dulu neuroanat yg byk nk mati!!...bru pkir balek...hoho

gud luck guys....
hepi stdying!!!(kalu hepi r...haha)

penghabes garlic spread pendi,
-Hang uCop-

Shedot's Super Sunday : When Love Turns Ugly

When you are in love everything is sweet, but what happens when love fade away??Things can get really ugly..we'll countdown the ugliest celebrities divorce dramas for the year 2008...

5. Nora Danish

Ugly Meter : 5/10
Ugly Drama : She was married to Rizal Ashram Ramli and she was divorced twice...after the first divorce they got back togather but things were'nt goin' pretty well and her husband divorced her for the second time with the reason 'i dah tawar hati'..boleyh??duhhh..
Ugly Factor : The ugliest thing about the divorce is that nora danish was pregnant 3 months..how pity is that for the baby..and as far as my knowledge in Perkahwinan n Perceraian, It is Haram to divorce ur wife when she's pregnant but still the talak is taken into consideration which means they are divorced..

4. Ngasrizal Ngasri

Ugly Meter : 6/10
Ugly Drama: Ngasrizal Ngasri walked the aisle with Nur farhana in 2007. Things started when Nur Farhana was told by someone she knew that Ngasrizal was with someone else. Then they started to fight thru SMS. Ngasrizal was speculated to have an affair with a new actress Farah Putri. Farah told the press that she and Ngasrizal merely a friend. She claimed that they were closed because Ngasrizal never annouce his status to her, making her believe that he's single.(laki nak flirt takkan nak ckp aku suami org anak 5 kot..duh).But then Ngasrizal and Farhana decided to reconcile after accepting their mistakes.
Ugly Factor:
1. This is the funny divorce sms sent by Ngasrizal to his wife 'Aku ceraikan kau, Thank You. Selamat Berjaya'. Isn't that stupid. What a joke.the sms sounded like he doesnt even care about the marriage..yg xleh belah tuh ader wish selamat berjaya lagi...hahaha
2. Ngasrizal was caught sleeping during the hearing of the case in court. The judges had to wake him up after he fell asleep.siryess lame..

3. Nash

Ugly Meter : 7/10
Ugly Drama : Nash tied the knot with Sosilawati, a very successful bussiness woman who founded Nouvelles Visages, renowned beauty product. But then, the wife filed petition saying that his husband had divorced her. In return, Nash was really confident telling the court that he's willing to swear for god's sake that he'd never said the talak.after tiring and sensational court battle, the court decided that Nash was true on his case.But still Sosilawati decided to filed for Fasakh and taklik.
Ugly Factor:
1. They were only happy for 4 months of marriage befor the turmoil hit and Sosilawati claimed Nash never returned home for a year after she filed a court case against him. She claimed that nash ignored his role as a husband.
2. Sosilawati Filed police report after accusing that her husband refuse to pay her back the money her husband withdrawed from her bank account without her permission valued RM 400000.
3. Sosilawati filed for court injuction to protect her assets worth RM 1 million if Nash ever lay his hand on them..hahah..
4. it funny cause it sounded like Nash was eyeing her money all this while and the marriage is only for money..haha


2.Erema and Seri Bayu

Ugly Meter : 9/10
Ugly Drama :Erema is not really a popular singer, then she met a lyricist, Seri Bayu and the got married even knowing that he's suffering from nerves disease(what a love...). After 2 years, Erema filed for fasakh.The reason being is that, Seri Bayu suffered from nerves disease caused him to be immobilize and everything of him need to be taken care of. Now she has no more feeling for him after all the sacrifices she made for her husband wasn't worth what she got.
Ugly Factor :
1. Her paralyzed husband accuse her for having an affair because he knows someone is giving her a lift everytime she go to work as a singer at a local club.(laki pasang spy..).but she denied the accusation telling it was her friends.
2. She is sending her husband to a social house after their divorced because Seri bayu's family refused to take care of him, but Seri Bayu refused, insisting to stay at his house until the day he die...
3. Erema was sick of her husband not appreciating what she's done for him, she stay away from work to take care of her husband, she was miscarriage during 3 months prenancy due to overwork of carrying her husband here and there, her BMW care was kener tarik(cannot find a word for that..duh) because she was not working and thus have no money to pay the car.

1.Norman Hakim and Abby Abadi

Ugly Meter :11/10
Ugly Drama : the couple has been married for few years and their first turmoil which lead to divorce was in the year of 2005, but they reconcile and live happily. But then things started to get ugly when Norman Hakim was caught (khalwat) with a new actress Mimiey Shuhaiza. The rumours of them having an affairs were already in the air before the caught but both parties denied the allegation. Then, Abby filed for divorce but her case was dismissed by the court due to incomplete of documentation.
Ugly Factor :
1. Abby just gave birth to a 3 months daughter and they are divorcing..Super Ugly..shian kat anak..
2. Abby make a scene at the Gerak Khas shooting location in front of the reporters asking Norman to divorce her. Weyh tunggu balek umah la kalo nak wat camtuh..apsal nak kepoh depan wartawan.
3. Norman Hakim is still denying the allegation of him having an affair with Memey but didn't refused any possibilities of him and Memey getting married if that is their fate. Ko mmg Nak kann??cesss..hahah
4. There has been continuously ugly battle in the media from both parties, on one side Abby is blaming Memey and will not forgive her for what she's done but Memey is taking No comment action and is hiding somewhere..

Moral of the story is avoid urself from marrying a celebrity cause you might end up being in my Ugly divorce list..hahaha

sape nye keje la nih....

Salams everybody~

This morning, it came to my surprise when i was reading blog umah 75 as i stumbled upon this....

Pergh, panas betol guar bace mnde tuh...adohai...sapo nye keje la nih weyh~
Leh tlg jgn wat malu batch tak?
I dunno but it could be someone just trying to be "batu api"...
I seriously hope its just someone stupid under false pretense ....
No need la sampai nak cakap orang pondan kalau dah tahu diri sndri tuh pondan..sengal!~


Anyway, i, on behalf of 2nd meds sincerely would like to apologize to the occupants of 75 Summerstown Rd for this unacceptable behaviour~
We dont want to live in this kind of "i-hate-you" nye environment don't we?

Peace out y'all bro~

Pity Baby P

I was studying in the computer lab in the evening and as usual when studying in front of the computer you can't keep ur hands off the comp long enough before u start to search for almost everything..then i browsed thru Kak Aina's blog..and read it thru and i stumbled upon the entry about Baby P..huuhuhu..as i was reading the article about Baby P i almost broke into tears...my eyes were welling up the tears and it was just about to drop...but i somehow managed to compose my self because i was in the computer lab...no way i'm gonna cry in there...ooohhh poor baby..wawawa..after that whenever i think of Baby P i feel like crying and i still do now...you can throw me with all the sad stories about love, friendship, life or wuteva but i bet u i'll never cry because of that..i never cry for a sad movie or drama..but i'll cry for a baby, if he's are sick, mistreated, abuse or wuteva....wawaw...for those who know me, they would know how much i love kids..when i was 18 or so whenever i saw a father with his baby, the feeling of being a father strikes me..and i really wanna have kids at that time..crazy huh..that's becoz i jus love kids so much...and seeing a baby being treated that way(referring to Baby P) really break my heart..here's the link for Baby P's Story..thanks to Kak Aina..wawawaw..sedeyhnyer..

link: http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/crime/article5140511.ece?token=null&offset=0&page=1

May God Bless Baby P with the greatest Blessing of all after what he's been thru..Baby P is a true survivor..He even manage to wear a smile on his face even when he was in the most disastrous state of physical and mental being..that's a Hero..luv u Baby P..mmmuaahhhhh...

Mau beli ke tak...

semalam g LIDL...
ngan Bali...
surprisingly, Bali nmpak conga...
"eik, biar benau LIDL jual conga..."kata ku excited...
sprti kanak2 ribena y truja, ku trus mgetuk2 conga itu...
ttbe tringat zaman2 dulu...
maen percussion utk Soutul Imtiyaz+Munawwar...
best...
rindu...
tringat nazmie,faruqi,pakani,laen2...

dulu mula2 zaman skola, x de pape pn...

x de conga, x de bongo, x de yankee, x de Soutul Imtiyaz...

yg ade cume smgat...

dat tyme, our skul dont wanna support us...

no instruments...

no trainer...

yg ade cume smgt...

bought instruments w our own pocket money..

pg konsert nasyed,blaja cmne diorg perform...

balek trus prektis..wakaka

hard work paid off in d end,in my final year of high skul..

well we were not state champs though, being 1st runners up wast dat bad...

got sm money...buy new instruments...

and wat i heard, we managed to grab the second place in a NATIONAL competition 2 yrs after i left skul...

wast dat bad eiy...huhu

nway...

lame da x dgr live nasyed show...
lame da x perform...

lame da x ketuk conga...

tp harganye 169.99euros...

mau beli ke tak???

ni la de conga kalu spe2 x tau...

hari tu bbdk2 ni ajak join NEXT(Nasyed Extravaganza) kt Sheffield...
antar team CORK...
shazip, bali, aku, 1st years...fairuz...
wow, cam best...
tp cam x cukop org...chan?shedot?pendi?kamil?...laen2???amacam????

last yr munawwar invite utk maen tok diorg...
da lame x maen...
x de conga nk prektis beforehand...
kna maen percussion sorg2...
kecuakan di situ...
mau beli ke tak...
169.99euros...

bilik aku kecik gler...

mau letak mana daaa...

mau beli ke tak ni....

~exam-exam-exam~

yg pening2 tgok notes brduyun2,

-usopan-

Love: Priceless~~

A Mother's LOVE is priceless
A Father's LOVE is priceless
A Brother's LOVE is priceless
A Sister's LOVE is priceless
A True Friend's LOVE is priceless
A Teacher's LOVE is priceless


agak2nyer la kan..naper LOVE ni priceless sangat..??
sebabnyer kat LOVE tuh dorang terluper nak letak Price Tag..jadikla ianya PRICELESS..Betol x kawan2???betolkan..wahahahah..lame joke of the day..sekian terima kaseyh..

p/s:Pre exam Syndrome...

Passion & Ability~~

Have you guys ever come to a point where you feel stuck in what you are doing..then you started to second guess your choice whether it is the correct one, feeling like you've been walking down a road that wasn't meant for you..you were just happened to found yourself in the middle of somewhere and once you realize where you are, you think there is just no turning back..you just gonna have to tread the path that you don't even sure why you chose it at the first place..

I've been thinking a lot about a question that sounds really familiar to a medical student..a question that frequently asked and a question that brought me here today..the question that i'll never get to answer myself...i've tried so hard to find the answer but i just don't find a concrete one to justify why am i doing this..a question sounds as "Why do i want to be a doctor?"..

I just don't know why am i in medical school..do i really want to be a doctor..i would say not really..back then i was clueless of what i want to be in life...so i decided just to let the fate decide it for me or should i say my parents choice..then i started to dig inside me..bringing up my interest into surface..and finally i did..but sadly to say..it was not really something that suit me in term of my ability..i don't have what it takes to go through the path what am i passionate for..its just a dream in the air..you'll never got to touch it neither see it and the only thing you can do is to feel it..

i believe we need one thing called passion in what we are doing so that it can just push you through the hard times and you'll cherish the success more cause you feel it's worth it..i just couldn't imagine what am i supposed to do just in case i failed the exam..i'll be knocked off my feet hard that i couldn't get up anymore..and at that time, something you would call passion just came into picture just perfect to push you through the failure..but what happened if i don't have the one thing called passion..will i able to get on my feet again after being defeated by my own self?

i just happened to be trapped in my own self...i've passioned for something that is not for me..and 1 thing for sure, my ability in doing medicine surpass my passion in being a doctor..

i think i just need to start to search a place where i can put my passion and my ability just in the same box..and closed it tight unwilling to let it go..

p/s: the tension of study really make me things hard now..hahaha...dan ini adalah kerenah biasa bebudak nak exam i guess..hahaha

7 Days: My Life~~

Miserable Monday
I hate Monday cause i have classes ended at 6..damn late...
I hate Monday cause i have to wake up early as opposed to wake up late during the weekend..
I hate Monday cause i'll be sleeping in Biochemistry Lecture cause its boring..
I hate Monday cause when i meet people today i have to fake myself again and ask everybody, "how's your weekend?"

Thrilling Tuesday
I love Tuesday cause i have classes ended at 12..yeay early..
I love Tuesday cause i'll be playing squash at night..
I love Tuesday cause it reminds me of Tuesday with Morie, my favorite book..
I miss Tuesday cause i don't get to have Tuesday with Morie, POKTALK session with the noxes anymore..

Wonderful Wednesday
I love Wednesday cause i'll be playing squash AGAIN at night..
I love Wednesday cause it's the gym day and i'll be spending my evening at the gym for squash, Capoaire, and exercise..
I love Wednesday cause Spanish student will be having lunch together to finish homework but..
I hate Wednesday cause i'll be a dumb fool in Spanish class cause i don't have a clue what she's saying

Too Good Too be True Thursday
I love Thursday cause i rarely have class today since the first year..
I love Thursday cause when i don't have class at all, i can brag about it to Fendi, he so jealous about that..
I hate Thursday when i have to go to GP Attachment, i'll be very nervous and the bad thing is i'll be home miserably sad cause i received bad comments from the GP..

Fabulous Friday
I Love Friday cause weekend is coming..
I love Friday cause i'll reward myself for the hard work(hard ke?) i've done for the week by watching movies or Tv Shows..
I love Friday cause i'll get to stay late at night..
I hate Friday cause i'll have to fake myself and wish everyone "Enjoy your weekend"..

Sensational Saturday
I love Saturday cause i'll get to wake up late, eversince secondary school, i used to wake up at 11@12..
I love Saturday cause sometimes i'll be going to town for SHOPPING..
I love Saturday cause its the weekend..

Super Sunday
I love Sunday cause i'll get to write Shedot's Super Sunday..
I love Sunday cause usually the sun will shine so bright that it cheers me up..
I love Sunday cause today i'll be cleaning my room, update my files and do some cleaning..
I hate Sunday cause i'll feel the weekend is over and yet i have so much left to do..

Shedot's Super Sunday: The ANTM Winner is......

And the America's Next Top Model is...MCKEY....yesssss..Mckey won the title america's next top model with a modeling contract with Elite Model Management, USD100000 contract with Covergirl and embrace the cover and a spread in Seventeen Magazine..(ayat Tyra Bank everytime in judging)...hahaha...I was so relieved to know that it was actually Mckey who won not Analeigh(spoiler from Amir Hazwan)...Fuhhhh...Finally, my favourite won the title of ANTM eventhough Marjorie had to packed her bag home earlier in the competition...there's no ANTM winner before that are really my favourite..My favourites are always sent home earlier..Finally, Tyra picked someone who i think really deservs to win..hihih...Mckey is an exotic-exquisite-rare beauty that like no other girl is special in her own way..she is kinda weird with boxing and all...but who says a tomboyish-healthy boxer girl can't model..sure she can pull it off..She got the resemblance of Linda Evangelista and Karolina Kurkova (for those who don't know them, they are world Supermodel and they are still working)..she got that beautiful long legs and cute smile..hihih...she started off the competition on the bottom of the league but she improved week by week and proved herself to the judges that she's a diamond and you'll only see the spar..that's what make her a good model..hihih.. I was really nervous to know who win and i was praying(nih pun kener doa ker??bek aku doa lulus exam..haha).. please..please let Mckey win..not Samantha cause i don't really like her..she's adorable and all but i don't think she has what it takes to win the competition...Overall the cycle 11 wasn't really that bad..after 11 cycles, i think ANTM still going strong with huge fan base who would tune in to watch their favorite..ANTM has become a strong brand in Tv Shows....people would never get bored with ANTM..

3 Things i Love about ANTM Cycle 11
1. I love Marjorie, lauren Brie n Mckey
2. I love the fact that the Final Runway show is different and it was fantastically and Pinkly great..hahah..but still My favourite Final Runway still the cycle 7 Ghost Bride Runway..it was theatrical
3. I love that they had ANTM Moments where they show the story of successful past ANTM contestants like Katarzyna, Molly Sue, Anya, Kim and few others...but i questioned why they didn't show the winners' career and success after ANTM..i guess they are not that successful maybe..

3 Things I Hate about ANTM Cycle 11
1. i hate the fact that they chose Amsterdam for final 6 destination caused i think it's not a really huge fashion city compared to some others such as Bombay, Germany, Paris and few others..
2. I hate that when a Tranny got herself in as one of the finalist in ANTM..isn't it supposed to Girls show??But the fact that she was only sent home after 5 weeks is really funny because other girls who were sent home earlier than her might be thinking WTF i loss to a Tranny...what a shame..hahah
3. I hate Sheena and Sharaun..


...Hehe..You'll only understand what i'm crapping about here if you watch ANTM..if you don't sorry to say this entry is not for you..hahaha..

Eughhhh!!!!

WASH YOUR HANDS PEOPLE!!!

COOK YOUR MEALS PROPERLY!!!

Say No to Yoga~~

PUTRAJAYA: Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan hari ini mengharamkan umat Islam daripada melakukan senaman yoga secara sistematik kerana boleh memesongkan akidah.

Pengerusinya, Prof Datuk Dr Abdul Shukor Husin, berkata senaman yoga yang sistematik mengandungi tiga perkara iaitu amalan fizikal, unsur keagamaan, mentera dan pemujaan yang jelas bertentangan dengan syariat Islam.

Sehubungan itu, beliau menasihatkan umat Islam menjauhi dan menghentikan amalan itu kerana tujuan dan matlamat untuk mendapatkan ketenangan serta kemuncaknya konon memperoleh penyatuan diri dengan tuhan boleh merosakkan akidah muslim.

p/s: so kepada pengamal yoga beralih la kepada pilates plak yer..hihihih

rAnDoM rAmBLinGs & uPdAteS

Salams 2 All~
Hey ppl~

It has been a while i havent post any entry in here..well, the mood isnt there, and it seems i dont have much to tell either..yeaa.. i guess thats why~
Anyway, out of boredom, i decided to put one today. At least it helps me to get rid of this boringness. yes i know exam 2-3 mggu lagi... hopefully study mode will be 'activated' after this... =P

- Arinih i got back my bike... as i sent it for repair yesterday (it has been giving off loud, stupid creaking noises whenever im on it..). this is like, the 3rd time dah kot i've been sending the bike to the shop for repairs (padahal baru jek beli September arituh). Bahana beskal murah (99euro jek la katekn....nyesal ak beli...DaymN!). And cost of repair lagi la Shithead punye mahal..combined cost for repairing dh cecah nearly 100euro dah kot....ak bengang + emo btol ngn beskal ni...pasnih nak rosak ape lak...haihh....cilakak tuih~

I'm currently as EMO as Leonidas whenever it comes to my bike

- Alhamdulillah, last week i've finally reliquished my post as Ketua Biro Multimedia in PPMC. it has been quite a tough year for me to carry out the responsibilty, but all in all, i've did it!~ i feel extremely real good to have that big responsibilty finally shoved off my shoulder. however, all the experience that i manage to acquire is totally priceless~ seriously! Thanks for everything guys!

PPMC Committee Members 07/08: Kak Aimi, Aliyah, Nad, Nida, Kak Ille,

Kak Dayah, Kak Saadah, Usop, Pe'e, Muiz, Lutfan and me (Shazif is MIA)

P/S: Lawak gak r time Kak Aziah sound ktorng sebab wat presentation lame sangat....hahaha...(naseb baek ak present 1 minit jek). The least i cud say is sorry r kak~ it was kinda our fault too for not to make it short in the 1st place. But, come to think of it again... isn't that what AGMs are for?=P
Ape2 pon, hopefully the new Committee Members took note of that issue already. Insya Allah we will have a better (and shorter) AGM next year!~ =)
Having said that, I would like to wish the best of luck to PPMC's new Committee Members! I'm expecting a whole lot better activities from these guys (& gals)!

- Ow yea! i forgot to mention, our AGM was preceded with a meeting between all Corks' students and the Ambassador. it was quite a beneficial share as His Excellency Raja Nazrin Raja Aznam addressed to us a number of things & updates ranging from students' welfare to Malaysia's current issues. Kesian gak aku tengok Mr Duta tu kene cakap sebab die dah serak gile arituh. i was told he have been talking for 3 days straight! (not continuously la of coz)...
Pergh..busy gak jadi Duta nih rupenye...dok kne g kulu-kilir cakap psl Malaysia jek kija...hahaha~

Ambassador: "JPA students kene balik cepat2 la ye lepas abes blaja,
sebab Malaysia is realy in dire need of docs..."
Shidot: "Huhh...naseb baek la ak budak MARA..hahahaha! Padan muke bdk2 JPA!"

- So, peciter lepas winter exam nih? well, we (Shidot, Bali, Usop n me) have decided to go for a full tour of ITALY! (Kamil? pe agi..'berlendiran' di Barcelona r nampak gaye...LoL)
Yeaah...we will chow from Cork 14th Dec...jalan2 Milan, Venice, Florence, Rome and etc. then singgah London for Boxing Day japs, and Insya Allah will be returning back to Cork on 27th December. Cant wait to get the hell out of this lame + mundane Cork nih~ hahaha!! (i mean the place..not the people ok....LoL)

- What else is there? well....congratz Barrack Obama menang arituh~ moge2 USA will be less cruel than before...huhuhu...
Since aku malas nk type, i'll just copy paste what Che Det has to say bout it..which i agreed with. (Credits to CheDet.com)

"8. But Obama is also unfortunate. To be different from Bush in attitude and foreign policy is not going to be too difficult. But Obama is coming in at a time when the US and the World are experiencing the worst of economic and financial crises. While he might succeed in changing foreign policy, he is not likely to be able to solve the economic and financial crises, not in the near future certainly.

9. Bail-outs are not going to work. We have seen that already. Even partial or complete nationalization of banks and other financial institutions will not really help in turning things around.

10. Obama will be hard put to find a solution. He has five years. If he fails it is not going to be good for the new President. Certainly it will not be good for the first black President.

11. The world will be watching. It is easier to say change than to actually change.

12. I wish him the best of luck."

- And, a final thing before i end this ramblings, Happy Viewing!~

Shedot's Super Sunday: I'm Not A Boy, Not Yet A Man

Today's super sunday is very special for me..i'm not going to update you guys with matters related to entertainment industry or wutsoever..today it's gonna be exclusively ME..coz today is my 21st birthday..yeay!!!!..Hepi Beshday to me..today's entry gonna be a bit longer as the word 'super' indicates the length of my entry...

today i'm telling you guys who i am..cewahh..nih termasuklah menjawab tag dr nad dulu yerr..hihi..i was born in kuala nerang(beranak bidan jer kat my grandma's house)..when i was a baby i got severy skin disease which i dont know what..my mom also don't know..i never ask her why she didn't send me to hospital or wutsoever..i guess maybe it was how things were at that time..my mom had to ask my cousin to take care of me because my mom wasn't really healthy at that time..my mom said, they had to wrap me using Daun Pisang instead of napkin or baju because the cotton will stick to my body and cause bleeding..sian x???sian kan...hahaha..but then i got healthier and comellier..i grew up in taman mesra kuala nerang..it was a great neighborhood where people mempunyai semangat kejiranan yg sgt kuat..i miss all my childhood friends..i grew up with them..when i was a kid like 3-4 years old i used to berlari2 around the taman naked and went to grocery shop to buy icecream naked..hahaha..that's why i am so tanned now i guess..i was so stubborn when i was a kid..always cried out loud..satu taman dgr..sumer org dah immune dgn tangisan ku..hahaha..my father even had to lock me in the toilet..he put me in the kolah air and locked me in because i was crying the whole day..hahah..i guess i inherited it from my dad kot..my maklong citer, when my dad was a kid, my paklong(abang ayah aku) terpaksa ikat dier kat pokok sbb dier degil jugakk..wahaha...i played with my 2 older brothers and my friends..everyday after skool, i will change my uniform quickly and wear just short and went to play with my friends in the middle of the day..thats another reason for my tanned skin..hahaha..we play like everything..but in a kampung style..we played biji getah paling kuat, rounders, galah panjang, lawan card yg kecik tuh..tepuk atas tanah bagi dier flipped n tutup card lawan..aper ntah namer dier..banyak giler aku collect card2 tuh dulu,guli, and so many more..i also like to play with the girls..we play masak2, kawen2 and girl things..but surely no barbie doll..haha..i was the father back then who just got back from work n my wife will greet me and prepare my food..sweet x..hahaha..namer pun maen masak2 kan..and i still remember kat blakang taman kitaorg ader kebun getah..so it was the perfect place for kids to play..maen perang2 la buat markas maen kereta pun dalam tuh..we created a litar for racing kereta.. ala aper namer keter tuh..luper plak..keter dash ea..yer la kot...litar atas tanah tuh..wahaha..beshh weyh..then we went swimming..terjun sungai sambil mencari lala..then sumer org bawak balek lala sampai seminggu la mak aku masak lala tuh..hahaha..pastuh pegi kutip siput kat bendang n kalo bernasib baek dpt la ikan..haha..i still remember when i was 11 or sumthing, me my brother and my friends dgn jahatnyer pegi kencing dalam bekas yg org tadah getah scrap tuh..jahat x..pastuh kantoi ngan ustaz, tuan kebun tuh..dier kejar kitaorg dgn lastik weyh...kitaorg lari punya bagai nak rak..tp sekor pun balek sembunyi kat umah..lari ke kampung2 sebelah..hahaha...last skali member aku kantoi...pastuh nangis kener marah ngan ustaz tuh..then citer yg besh juger..tp dah citer kt housemate..xper la..when i was i kid i stole a pair of shoes from my neighbour becoz i liked it so much and i kept them in the refrigerator...hahaha...tp secret yg aku x ckp kt housemate adalah..kasut tuh kasut budak pompuan waner pink...wakakaka..comel weyhh kasut tuh..kuang2x..then my mom returned the shoe and of cos i cried...but my mom didn't buy me a new shoe like that..of cos la kan..kasut pompuan..aper kejadah plak nak beli..hahaha..banyak lg la stori tyme kecik..and 1 more thing.. aku sunat kat tok mudim weyhh...hahaha..org len mostly sunat doctor kan..tp aku still guna kampung style..hihihi....i love it when tyme utk menanam padi tiba..i will went to my grandparents house n tulun dorang tanam padi..best giler..pastuh nangis2 kener gigit lintah..pastuh leh pancing ikan dalam kolam..berkelah kat danau...carik siput..wat org2 patung tuh...then when i was 12 we moved to a new house and the neighborhood was totally different..semangat kejiranan x kuat...and kids pun x ramai..so i didnt make new friend pun kt sana..so dok umah jer la 24 jam..xleh mandi sgi n maen2 dah..

then when iwas 13 went to STAR..oh..sekolah terchenta...xnak la citer bnyk sgt kt star..lots of great stories but kept secret..hihih..but 1 thing for sure my parents rarely visit me thruout the 5 years i was there..setaun maybe sekali jer..tuh pun belom tentu..dorang cumer antar biler skolah bukak n amek bila skolah tutup every year..i guess they just want me to be independent..and i really am now..i guess the only thing i can be proud of my self is that i really am independent sbb i went to star at such a young age kan..and being away from family is a hard thing..but i only cried becoz of homesick only like once or twice when i was form 1..when i was in star, i was a school volleyball player, a malay debater and section leader for flute(star wind orchestra)..thats all..not really grand like others..but i'm really proud of myself..i had such great friends back there, menjambu betik pun sudeyh puas ketika disana...haha...and lesson of life i perfectly learned...tp 1 thing yg mmg for sure i will remember i have to run 50 round of 400 meter track becoz panjat pagar blakang utk outing..bukan fly ok..i rarely fly back then..i miss being in orchestra so much..everytime i think about those times when we struggled to be the best among the best mesti rasa nak balek ker zaman to..but it passed already..hahah..i hate my seniors yg rejek me from my house becoz of my lack of commitment utk membersihkan dorangnyer asrama..i rebelled to wash their clothes..i rebelled to be their kuli..i rebelled to be treated like a fool but still, i bought a licence..lesen utk medapatkan a bit freedom when i was form 3..bayar 30hengget..at that time it was expensive okeyh....hehe..i was so innocent before i went to star..membesar pun di kampung..i really am innocent..i knew nothing about life, sex, women(still do now..hahah) hardship, backstabbing and everything..and very2 pure and plain..but then di star great influenced from friends n seniors and culture..berubah menjadik kureng innocent..back then even i was very degil, but i really think and look everyhting in a positive way..i never think that life is so dirty and full of shit..and even after form five i still am innocent..becoz i believe everything i see..and i don't believe what people did at my back even it was dirty..i still believe they are good..i'm bad in judging people that time..thats why i called my self innocent..i don't know what people hid from me..i cant read people's intention even when its obvious..maybe the exact word naif kot..not really innocent..?tp skang tidak lg..hehehe..then masuk KMB n dtg cork..and most of my life in KMB n cork most of us dah tau kot kan..so no stori la for that..

even skang dah 21, i still believe i'm not yet a man but not a boy either..i'm think i'm mature enuff but perangai sedikit kebudakan..x leh bayang kalo kawen camner..wahaha..so kener tunggu 25 la baru kawen kot..but i'm a grown up in term of thinking and action..i can be responsible and do what others can but i'll do it my way, my style...

ok citer pasal my day today..told you its gonna be long..i woke up at 12 today..what a great time to wake up on you birthday ea..then i went shopping..i spend a lot i guess..hihi..then i had dinner together with housemates at fusion cuisine..mu housemates gave me presents weyh..i was so touched..fendi gave me choclates, bali gave me handband, usop gave me book...thank you so much weyh..sayang korang..hahaha...sweet x my housemates?sweet kan..hihihi...di harijadi ini..saya berdoa semaga panjang umor murayh rezeki and menjadi anak yang soleh, menjadi seorang yg berjaya didunia dan akhirat, and menjadi siri sendiri dan tidak hilang dihanyut ombak kehidupan..semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi dan merahmati hidup ini..amin

ok enuff la..panjang sgt org boring nak baca..that's all i can tell about myself..i'm not a perfect guy, not macho, not handsome but i love myself for who i am..hihi...hihi..

p/s btw thanks kepada sumer yg wish me epi beshday,,u guys really make my day..i'm really over the moon today..hihi

kisah klasik untuk masa depan..

amik gambar mase ustaz mokhtar bg tazkirah..huhuhu..

"enta,sila ta'aruf kawan enta yang kat hujung sana"arah seorang kp (pengawas),kat aku.
"errr,saya x tahu name dia""jawab aku dengan takutnya.
"banggg"bunyi meja diketuk.
"mane ukhuwwah antum semua??dah masuk lima bulan antum kat sini,xkan sahabat sendiri pun antum xkenal"sergah kp tu kat aku n semua orang.
"ta'aruf tak settle,macam mn antum nak jd jd pejuang"bentak seorang lagi kp.
"hari ni,sape tak pakai serban mase solat lima waktu??"tanya seorang kp yg lain
aku dan berapa orang lagi pun mengangkat tangan dengan muka tertunduk.
"bangggg"sekali lagi lagi bunyi meja diketuk.tp kali ni,meja tu diketuk dengan kuatnya sehingga kami semua tergamam.tp ape kami mampu buat,hanyalah memandang kebawah.
"antum kena ingat.ulama' dulu bersusah payah nak tubuhkan sekolah kita.takkan redha ulama'2 terdahulu kalau antum buat perangai macam ni.antum igt senang ke nak dapat tarbiyah macam ni.macam mana antum nak jd pejuang islam kalau antum dah rase besar kepala sangat??dah rase diri tu baik sangat???ana faham antum sibuk nak belajar,tp antum kena igt,belajar memang penting,tp islam bukanlah no 2"kate2 kp tu tiba2 menusuk masuk kedalam kalbu aku.
"baik,sebagai mu'aqabah antum malam ni,ana nak semua orang istighfar 100 kali sebelum tidur.satu lagi,ana nak bgtahu,lepas ni kita ade liqo al-mulk kat surau.kita tutup majlis kita dengan tasbih kifarah dan surah al-asr"kp mengucapkan kata2 terakhir dan menutup majlis itu.

itu adalah ringkasan ape yang pernah aku lalui dulu.every nite,kitorg akan dipanggil untuk berkumpul kat dewan makan utk wat liqo' muhasabah.selama 7 bulan aku dan kawan2 lain melalui pahit getir bergelar pelajar sekolah X(lu pikir la sdiri).maybe zaman2 dulu,kitorang akan wat liqo' lain after liqo' muhasabah,iaitu liqo' mengutuk kp2 n naqib2 yg wat liqo' muhasabah.bg kitorg,mende2 yg diorg cakap semua x munasabah la,buang mase,kitorang dah besar la wei, n macam2 lagi la komentar2 yg tak patut keluar daripada mulut kitorang.aku pun terlibat same dalam konspirasi mengutuk mereka2 yg terlibat.huhu.mungkin bg aku dulu,ape yg mereka dah buat adalah sesuatu yg menyakitkan hati.tp tetiba malam ni aku terfikir balik kenangan dulu2..lepas aku fikir2 balik,aku pikir yg ape yg mereka dah 'lakukan' kat kitorg banyak mendatangkan kesan positif.itulah yg mereka gelarkan tarbiyah.walaupun byk lagi yg boleh dibaiki,tetapi aku rase kesan daripada liqo' muhasabah n byk lagi tarbiyah2 yg pernah aku lalui,memberikan kesan yg mendalam pada diri aku.tetapi,setelah berkurun lamenya,aku mula merindui suasana tersebut.aku merindui suasana ketika semua orang berserban dan mendengar tazkirah drpd abang senior.wpun bg aku sekarang,mungkin tazkirah yg mereka bg adalah sesuatu yg sangat simple,tp biah yg cuba mereka tanamkan kat kitorang semua sangat mantap..setiap kali aku menjejakkan kaki kat surau tu balik,aku rase cam nak menangis...nak menangis sebab aku sebak tengok adik2 yg berserban n solat berjemaah sampai pintu belakang n aku sebak betapa aku sudah jauh drpd biah tersebut.

jauh2 yang teramat sangat...aku merindui saat2 itu..saat yg pastinya xkan kembali lagi..tetapi aku megharap utk kembali wpun sekadar dalam mimpi...

"dan mereka berkata(adam dan hawa),wahai tuhan kami,kami telah menzalimi diri kami,jika engkau tidak memaafkan dan merahmati kami,nescaya kami termasuk dalam golongan org2 yg rugi" (al-a'raf:23)

siiru 'ala barakatillah.waallahua'lam.

Lucky vs Unlucky day~~~

Huhu..i don't know whether today i'm lucky on unlucky...here's what had happened to me for the whole day...

When i woke up today it was already 10.05 a.m..i supposed to have a class at 10.00 a.m..and i was like shoot...i'm gonna miss my anatomy class..but still, i wasn't able wake up from bed..the duvet was covering me up like someone hugging me comfortably..hahah..so i missed the class...then when fendi came back..he told me that dayah told him, my anatomy class was canceled..hahaha... i supposed i was very lucky for that or else i'll be missing a class about male reproductive system....wahaha...



Then, nothing special happened...and at 4.50pm i went to mardyke to play squash..i played with Killian, a guy i knew from last week..i've played with him before...i'd loss straight set to him last week..but i supposed it was a good game for me..then today i loss my first set..and in 2nd set unfortunately i hit my head to the wall..it was like BBBANNNNGGG!!!..i slipped my foot and i was out of balance and i was really close to the wall..so i hit the wall mercilessly..hahaha..i wasn't sure i hit the stone wall or the glass wall...but after that i had to take a break to make sure i was ok..my head wasn;t cut or anything..it's just a bruise..i was worried i got head concussion or something..but luckily i'm fine..but it hurts man...shoot...then i got back on my feet and with head 'injury' i managed to win the 3rd and 4th set..so meaning..we were tied to 2-2...but then i was really tired...i lost all my energy already..then in the last set..i was easily beaten...so i loss 3-2..but i'm happy about that becoz i have improved from last week..so was i unlucky to hit the wall and hurt my head badly or i was lucky to have a good improvement or it was unlucky that i loss..??dunno..

but then..the most interesting part is...after we wrapped up the game i need to get my stuff from the changing room..becoz i was really tired i need to sit down on the bench first..then i saw Henry, a guy i knew from squash training..the shit part is...He was NAKED...and i was like shoot..then of course i have to like say hello and thing to him..i was sitting and he was standing right in front of me, NAKED...yes NAKED..ish..because he was standing and i was sitting, my face was like straight in front of his 'thing'..i was shoot again...can you imagine that..euwww..the thing that so funny to me is that..he was naked and he was trying to put his stoking first instead of wearing undergarment first..he was wearing stoking while he was naked and he was talking to me at the same time..he said he often saw me in the mardyke lately..and he praised me for my improvement coz he can see it from the training that i have improved..i cudn't even look at him..i was staring at the floor all over time while we were talking..i think i was the one who was embarrassed instead of him who was supposed to be ashamed because he was naked..shoot himm..hahah..so was i lucky to be praised by him or i was unlucky to had to see his 'thing' right to my face...?.dunno

Bagged & Tagged (cehh mcm dlm Heroes plak~)

Ority~ Actually me personally x minat sgt r main game tagging nih, tp dh kne tag..twice in a row plak tuh (by Nad and Kak Aina)..haihh~ layan kan je la.. =)

Tagged by Kak Aina

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
hurmmm...snang citer ak amek Shidot je r~
well, we are housemates..good friend~

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
a) a really big fan of Siti Nurhaliza~
b) so much in Vain its a Pain in my arse~ hahaha
c) narcissist?
d) sgt8 menjage appearance
e) styling x leh bla..kalo bole nk mengalahkn artis~ kehkehkehkeh

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
asyik2 nyanyi lagu2 Korea ngn No Air (dok No air no air...) smpi ak dh leh terhapal lirik mase dok kt Castlewhite thn lepas... ak mcm kne conditioning...huhuhu..bgun jek tido dok No air no air, takpon "apa yang den dwayong bla bla jamulke...(lagu Korea mne ntah)"
haihh...

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
biler ak bgun tido jek, ngn muke BAJET chomel menyebut kuat2 "Good Morning sunshine!!!!"
kekdng rs nk lempang jek, sbb bile ak wt cmtuh balik kt die, die msti x lyn...geram tol ak!~ cehs!

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…
err..FYI, shidot is a guy...no way in hell~

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…
"tie a rope to his legs, hang him upside down and spank byk2 kali...sambil gelak kuat2"
ngahahaha..giler evil akuh! xde r...ktorng besties..insya Allah x jd enemy~ =)

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on…
lover pkbnde nye...haihh...

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…
ntah~ x pena gado ngn Shidot..so i dunno =)

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
takde~

10. The overall impression of him/her is…
sickeningly in Vain~ hahahaha....kalo tahun lepas, camera die tu penoh ngn gmba die sorng aje..suroh amek gmba org laen x nk =P

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
happy? hehehe..i dunno~ kne la tanye those ppl around me~

12. The character of you for yourself is?
susah siot nk jwb..ak pon x taw~

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Malas..demn...i really need to kikis it out of my life~

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
i've always liked to be myself~ =)

15. For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
Thanks for everything peeps! I totally appreciate ur concern bout me~ =)

16. Eleven people to tag:
1) Ameen
2) Ilman Aiman
3) Shahied
4) Izad
5) Nik
6) Nikwani
7) Ira
8) Nadia
9) Erica
10) Hanis
11) Dayah Memeyh

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
x taw plak ak.kne tanye die r..hehehe

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
ngahahaha

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
well, in terms of besties, they are good friends together i think~ =)

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
huuyyooo.....kecoh Cork nih...seriushitt!~ hahaha

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
Medicine (final year)

22. Is no. 4 single?
dgr2 cite simpan duit from 1st year nk kawin..im guessing he's owned~ =)

23. Say something about no. 6
x suke mngalah kot..ade jek point nk balas blk..penat tol ckp ngn die ni..hahaha~


Tagged by Nad

State 15 weird/mean/ undescribable things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.
**The 5 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.**

Since 15 nih byk sgt, aku amek 3 jek r. another 12 will be done by the other 63s~

1. i dislike reading very much coz im kinda a slow reader~
2. i used to be the main downloader and supplier of tv shows for the ENTIRE college (mainly Heroes and Prison Break back at KMB). ttiap malam selase jek budak2 dr blok A,B C dtg bilik ak amek Heroes ngn Prison Break. it was like spreading a disease...hahaha
3. HATE being scandalous/in scandals~ benci dowh..demmm!!~

I'm tagging all those 5 people living in 75, Summerstown Road~ (Ameen, Aiman, Shahied, Izad, Nik)

Tuesdays With Morie~~~

Few days ago, i was thinkin of having an entry about the the best seller book-tuesday with morie for my super sunday..unfortunately the x factor thing really got on my nerves and i just cudnt let it pass without posting my thought about that...so here i am now posting about tuesday with morie..i've finished reading the book like a week ago...and it was brilliant..i'll tell u why..but before that lemme give ya a brief synopsis of the book..as i'm really bad in giving synopsis i'll just copy it from the internet and post it here..but i'm gonna make my review of my own thought..

Synopsis

Tuesdays with Morrie is a bestselling non-fiction, by American writer Mitch Albom. It tells the true story of Morrie Schwartz and his relationship with his student, Mitch Albom. The book chronicle the lessons about life that Mitch learns from his professor, who is dying from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), also known as Lou Gehrig's Disease. After five years in hardcover, it was released as a trade paperback in October 2002. It was re-released as a mass-market paperback by Anchor Books in January 2006. According to this edition, 11 million copies of Tuesdays with Morrie are in print worldwide. The book Tuesdays with Morrie brought up many interesting feelings and new ideals on the bereavement of death and dying. This short book shows us how to live life and love people. It also teaches us that each day should be lived to the fullest, regardless of the situation. This true story captures the compassion and wisdom of a man who only knew good in his heart.

Review

1. The thing i love the most about the book is that the fact that its thin..yup..its just 100++ pages..as i'm not a reader and i dont really like spending time reading novel, so i found that the book is appealing in term of thickness..hahah..you just have to spend like 10-15 minutes per day and you'll finish it in a week or so..

2. Eventhough its thin, it has everything that meaningful, relatable and useful as a guide of how would you make full use of you life..its not just a life guide or something on what u shud and shudn;t do in life, it beyonds that..it tells you how to appreciate and see life in various way and to cherish every moment of it before you perish..

3. As i started reading the book, i have the preoccupied thought of the book..my friends who have read the book tells me that its a book of a dying man trying to give a lesson about life..i was like shoudn't be that a dying man thinkin' of his life in the hereafter..??why would he bother to tell people about life..and i was thinkin that the book will be mostly about what he really regret in life and he'll only blabbing everything that he remorsed..so i thought there's nothing really fun to it..but i was wrong

4. I really like the personality of Morie..an old dying man with positive attitude..wow..that's wonderful..how many of us cud do that..His whole life, he devoted them on teaching, trying to to teach people of what life should be like and he did it even after he died..He is a man with troubled childhood experiences..he lost his mom since he's a kid and his father don't really father them(he and his brother) in a good way..he's been ignored by his own father even though they are living under the same roof..He longed to have even a small conversation with his father but he cudn't get it..but as someone with that kind of terrible childhood, he grew up to be a wise man..he is really a person with principle..he don't let people, culture and circumstances shaped him for what he supposed to be..he shaped his own thought and behaviour from what he thinks is right..

5.I love morie's principle in life..it easy..everyone should be able to follow them..he has a strong view of life and all of them really relevant and applicable

6. After i finished reading the book, i felt the surged of emptiness in my heart..i don't know why..it was just so sudden that i felt everything around me seems like empty..i cudn't really describe the feeling of emptiness but it really did happen...i felt empty when i was laughing, i felt empty when i was talking, i felt empty when i was eating, i felt empty when i was doing everything...it happened for like a day or 2...and then i'll try to figure out what had happened to me..and i guess for all this while i really take life for granted..i dont really appreciate everything i have in life...and the emptiness happened because i was trying to get more and more from life but at the same time i never appreciate them..so at that point even when i think i have everything but actually my life is empty..everything is meaningless...until i started to appreciate everything around me and value them as they are supposed to..i remembered what have been covered in usrah before that Allah will asks us about everything that we have in life..so how am i gonna be able to answer that if i don't ever appreciate what i have in my life..so i learned from the book that if we ever want to live the life we have to start to value them accordingly..so from that moment i evaluate my life and what ive done in this whole life..am i happy about that..and what should i do to make it better..

7. Besides, i also feel that the book is really useful especially for medical student..it helps you to feel the feeling of dying..i supposed its a good learning process that we are able to empathize because we'll be meeting lots kind of patients and to be able to accommodate them not only medically but morally is equally important..you will know how Morie faced death bravely and he did not loss his values and principles on life because he's dying..Even he's dying he still live his life to the fullest..i think that is a very good thing that we can instill in our life and in our patients..Mostly people who's sick will loss the interest in living and we as a doctor have to find a way to bring them back to life as living and dying is part of life..dying is a start over for a new life..Morie said in the book that everyone has died before when they are born..they died when they are born..they died from their previous life in the womb..and then they start again a new life..and then they will die and we'll live again in the hereafter..

8.Lastly i just wanna quote few lines from the book that i think really2 good...

a) ' the most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love and to let them come in'
b) 'once you learn how to die, you learn how to live'..this reminds me of Rasulullah p.b.u.h hadith about remembering death..you will leave a better life if you remember the death..
c) ' the culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. and you have to be strong enough tp say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it' - this is about how we always have to be bounded and tied by the culture which sometimes does not occupy us..what occupy us is the Faith..follow the guide of Faith not the guide of culture.This happened especially in malay comunity

p/s: Now everyone go and read it..if u dont have it, buy it..its an order..hahaha

Shedot's Super Sunday: The Most Shocking Elimination

Oh My Almighty God…Laura White was Voted off from the X Factor last night..I was stunned to death..i cudnt believe it..it was a very lame joking knocking off Laura and keeping Daniel and Rachel in the show… Oh My Lord..What were the judges thinkin’…British voted for rachel out of pity..WTF..go for real talent people..not pity..and I still cudnt understand how Daniel manage to escape from the chopping block every week..all the makciks must have been voting their ass off for him..hahaha..He never got a really good comment from the judges... stupid Simon n Louis…When the show with Mariah Carey’s theme ended last nite I was very happy and I told myself to write an entry about how successful the nite was for my super Sunday..but when the result was announced I was like what-the-F***-Hell is this…It was Laura and Ruth in the bottom two..both sang really well during the performance even maybe they are not the best performance of the nite…Laura sang endless love sweetly and ruth My All..but still they deserve to stay much longer in the competition..In the singing off round where both have to sing once again to secure their place for next week by winning judges vote, both of them gave amazing performances..Laura sang Somewhere over the rainbow and it was the best version of the song I’ve ever heard..then it came to the judges decision who they want to keep in the show..Stupid Simon, Dannii and Louis voted off Laura but of kos Cheryl had to vote for Laura..I don’t get it..i really am..for the record Laura was given standing ovation by three judges(except for Simon) in the first show when she blew everyone away with her takes on Fallin’..Then in the third week all the judges gave her standing ovation for her outstanding performance of God Bless the Child..Louis even said that her version was much better than Diana Ross…..you know its really hard even to get one standing ovation from the judges..But all the judges never gave any standing ovation for ruth and their comments on her performance never been consistent thru out the show..by comparison Laura is much better than ruth..its very tactical on the judges side..they voted off someone they think a threat to their X..this is not fair..Simon has a crush on ruth ever since the first show..that is obvious to everyone..He never give bad comments about her even when the performance was weak..Louis is being really tactical In securing a place in the final for his X, JLS..huh, what a crap..when I was browsing the net last nite, everyone in youtube is promoting to boycott x factor because they think it's a fix..the winner was fix by the producer..but who knows..
Huh, pity Laura..she really got amazing talent….when I heard her for the first time I knew she gonna be in the final someway..her voice is uniquely her..it is soulful-jazzy with a touch of soprano and I cudnt have been the perfect combination… what a voice..i always believe things happen for a reason..so maybe that’s her fate…but I do hope she will do really well in the future and I have no doubt about it..

Back to the last nite show, it was really good..with Mariah Carey having a class for the Xs..it was brilliant..most of them performed really well..but it was Alexandre on her Without You that stole the nite..it was amazing and the judges gave her standing ovation for that..Eoghan was also good singing Anytime You Need a Friend..JLS wiped the floor with one sweet day..unfortunately Diana was unable to perform because of Laryngitis..she was exempted from the elimination…huhuh…

why am I being so XFactor today???because I did’nt see it coming and it was shocking.. some might told me to get a life..what a loser..hahah..i said this is my life..i’m happy with what I’m doing…get angry over things and express my emotion in any way that appropriate…it makes me more human...that what Tuesday with Morie taught me..hehehe..


Laura White- Fallin'


Laura White-God Bless the Child



Laura White Endless Love


Laura White- SOmewhere Over the Rainbow

I'm Super Angry~~~~~~~

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........
WTF...OMG i'm so angry and i'm so shocked...pliss somebody tells me its not true~~~~~~
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

p/s: to know why???wait for my super sunday...

First Love~~

I'm a strong believer of first love..hehehe...who's with me???angkat tgn..hahaha..i dunno why but i think my heart is small enough to occupy so much love from lots of people...and unconditional love from 1 person is enough for me...and often the door to my heart is hardly opened by anyone.means i hardly fall in love..but once i did i will never let it go..huhuhuh...so enjoy first love from utada hikaru(the english version)..



Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we
had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew
every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your
memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always
gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let
you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna
be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like
you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can
feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If
only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like
your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah
yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I
wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't
say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I
believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh
oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish
I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say
no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never
find
Now and forever

Corkians! VOTE!

Nice video sempena America nye election~
i wonder if Malaysia did this... =)


Leonardo DiCaprio, will i. am, Tobey Maguire, and Forest Whitaker have created public service announcements to encourage American youth to register to vote. The non-partisan PSAs, produced by DiCaprios Appian Way, were created to engage and inspire young people to register and vote and participate in the upcoming election~

lawak giler ayat Justin Timberlake:
i could do anything! i was...in a boyband ok?
LMFAO!

p/s: this video is dedicated specially for Corkians that have NOT send in their nominations for AJK PPMC 08/09...so, plz do it already! Go vote!!!!!!

Visit www.ppmc.info for details~

Human Exploitation

Warning: Boring virus is detected in the text. Keep urself away from this post if u don’t want to be affected..Thank You

Today in Behavioral Science class, I was attracted to a point presented by the lecturer regarding the mortality rate among different professions which can be classified as professionals, skilled, semi skilled and unskilled. The rate was graphed over a period of time. I was trying to retrieve back the graph from the previous lecture but unfortunately, it was not included in the student copy of the lecturer’s note. But I try to illustrate the graph verbally. Over the period of time, the mortality rate of the professionals is the lowest compared to other in the sequence of professionals, skilled, semiskilled and the highest is Unskilled. But, the rate over period of time seems to decline year by year in professionals, skilled and semiskilled. Unfortunately, for unskilled the graph represented was reciprocal to the others. Shockingly, it was the only type of occupation which increases since the last few decades. The lecturer asked us to list 5 factors why there is difference in the mortality rate among the type of professions. The factors listed were, Diet, Education, Salary, Environment, Living condition, occupational risks, access to health care and a few more. But that was not my biggest concerned at that time. My concern was, why the heck is that the graph for unskilled is rocketing while others showing great improvement in lifespan?

1. . Is it because of the difference in lifestyle that brings the situation? Ok let see it this way

a) Diet- Compared to skilled, semiskilled and professionals, in my opinion the unskilled people are living a better diet plan. Why do say this? First, unskilled people tend to eat basic food due to financial status. Compared to unskilled, other professions have more access to the supply of food which comes into picture where they eat lots of greasy food and fast food which are not really healthy. Second, as I am from kampong, I really know how people try to grow their own vegetables to cut the cost. Apart from being cheap, it is a really healthy thing to do because organic vegetables are safer than what professionals and skilled people tend to eat. Its not really an issue of nutrients here, because, unskilled people can have better nutrients compared to others. They can make use of anything that grows naturally for their benefit. Besides, natural grown vegetables (what I mean is ulam-ulaman) has been proved as very useful to the body. These are the daily food taken by them and it’s proven to be healthy.

b) Exercise- Who else have better physics if not unskilled. For example the hard labours working in the construction site are bathing in sweat day by day to earn money. This hard work definitely good for the body. Left alone to exercise regularly, skilled and professionals are working without a drop of sweat. Why?, because of the air conditioner, using elevator and lift instead of stairs and working stress also contributed to unhealthy lifestyle lead by professionals and skilled people.

c) Smoking and Alcohol - In the context of Malaysia, as the majority are muslim, so alcoholism is not really an issue. But for smoking, why people tend to think that unskilled people tend to smoke more compared to others? For me that was way too wrong. They can’t really afford to buy food and other necessity, left alone to buy the expensive cigarettes. Semiskilled and skilled people are more in the smoking group of people.

d) Access to health care – In the context Malaysia this factor really does not justify why the unskilled rate of mortality is increasing over the years. Because why? Because, in Malaysia, the health care is subsidized. Most people in Malaysia go to public hospitals, this include unskilled, semiskilled and skilled because it is way cheaper compared to private. Lets say most of skilled people go to private but 90% of semiskilled still go to public. When semiskilled and unskilled are receiving the same benefit from the health care system why only unskilled people prone to die compared to semiskilled?

2. Actually, if we view this only from the medical point of view, we really cannot see the whole picture of it. We can eliminate most of the factors because they are not justifiable enough. But some do justify such as education which lead to health awareness. But most of the factors listed are not the answer to why the mortality rate among unskilled is increasing. It only answers why there is difference in the mortality rate among the professions.Other reasons such as Salary, Environment, Living condition, occupational risks are the result of the condition called Human Exploitation which will be my answer to the question. This factors aroused due to the exploitation results in high mortality rate among unskilled. So the root for the problem is The Exploitation of Human Resource.

3. What I think is happening especially in the Asian countries are that the exploitation of human resource. It’s just as simple as that. The exploitation of human resource is the main reason being the rate of mortality among unskilled is increasing over the years.

4. In the world where the principle of the survival of the fittest is applied, with our negligence and ignorance, we allow this exploitation to happen. How many hard labours are paid adequately by the employers? How many hard labours are being protected by the health insurance? They can be count with fingers. But how many housemaids are being abused? How many hard labours died at the workplace because of lack of safety precaution? How many unskilled workers’ right has been violated? They are numerous.

5. With the rocketing of technology in medicine, why that is the mortality rate among the unskilled is keep on rising where instead logically it is supposed to decline. With better technology and all we can ensure the safety of the people better. But that is not the case. People might think, in the world of technology human resource is becoming irrelevant. But the truth is, in this very world of technology, it is even easier for us to exploit human resource for our own good. In the desperation of life, people are willing to do anything to survive. The men are willing to do anything to feed his family and the women are willing to make sacrifice for the sake of the family. But, we, people with power and ability, ignorantly abused what have been given to us. We take human life for granted. We don’t value human life as it should be. You don’t have to go to the Palestine or Afghanistan to witness that, just look beside you, in your own country, this very thing is happening. How many stories of housemaids being abused we heard in the news? Lots of them. In the pursuit of greed over success, we are exploiting the human life. We are using the reason of providing them the opportunity to work as the cover of our true intention. If we are really concern about other people we will do it in the right way.

6. This is just my humble-boring opinion which might be wrong..but I like to think of the issue that way…Its Boring Boring Boring kan??kan dah cakap jangan baca..degil…amek ko..haha