Loser in Lurve : 'Real' First Crush

hahaha...i can still remember my first crush perfectly clear..hahaha..the thing is yesterday, my first crush nih added me on facebook..hahah..klaka2..

it happened when i was f3 or so...i went to a debate competition then i found her and had a major crushh on herr...she was really2 cute...besa la i always fall for cute girls rather than beautiful ones..but then, there was me, skinny-dark-not so handsome-with golden glass boy..sure i felt inferior kan..as i'm always gonna be loser in love before and after, so i only usha from a far laa..of kos she never knew i had a crush on her...then we had a debate, tajuknyer sumthing about foreign workers in malaysia, i lost the motion yet she was the best speaker for the debate..i know i'm a lousy debater..haha..but then, during the competition, they had like a daily buletin with shoutbox like that..everyone can send msg to the shoutbox but of kos u hv to pay..so i decided to send one but i cudnt remember what did i send..but hurmm..but it had sumthing to do with her aa..i kind of like usik2 manja camtuh aa..wakak..it turned out she responded to it..haha..klaka2..

than i thought that was just it..before i went back to star, she passed me a small note, giving me her email..haha..klaka2..the thing is her hand writing was so terrible that it was unreadable..kahkah..and the email was weird also, like gore+gothic+horror gak aa..then, the next week tuh i decided to email her, but she never replied up till now..i dont know wether i got her email wrong coz u know it was so unreadable..

but then yesterday she added me cos she thought my name sounds familiar..kahkah2..i'd never introduce her my name pun..hurmm..how come it sounds familiar..kahkah..mesti dier angau kt aku gak nih..wakaka..perasan tahap gaban..cumer biler dier add tuh my old love affair memories are rewinding their tapes in my mind..*banyak ker love affairnyer??*

but it was such a sweet memory..i still remember her name well despite what a unique+peculiar+long+beautiful name she has...namer bapak dier skali aku igt tau..wahaha..even now she's still adorable..kehkehkeh..