Ok arinih tidak dapat tidur lena...hanya dpt tidur 3 jam sahaje..baring di atas katil pejam mata, tp otak ligat berjalan-jalan dan berlari-lari dan menekan diri..maka kener bangun buat sesuatu..tp mata sangat kuyu..huakhuakhuak..
It's been the same old script running in my mind, bugging me from sleep and disturbing my mind n life..*cewayh*
*adakah ini puncanya mendapat headache yg sgt kerap kebelakangan ini???...hurmmm..i wonder..*
Nak tidur pun pikir bender sama, mandi pun pikir bender sama, pendek kata sumer laa...
Tp kalo bender tuh berfaedah x per jugak..nih idok ler pulak..asyik dok menseteressss kan diri ada lah...
Gonna have to let it go someday, or else nnti jadik gilak..huakhuakhuak..
Hurmmm..when i cannot say the thing i wanna say to some people, i will automatically rehearse the script in mind over and over again..tatau bila nak stop..everytime with new added script yg x berkesudahan..
It's like i'm telling it out to other people, but actually it's not..so it's keep running in my mind until God knows when it stops.
Owh, leceh laa camnih..banyak bender lain lg nk pikir...dwelling on one issue is so disturbing...
dah beratus kali ckp kt diri sendiri xnak pikir lg, tp otak tuh dia pikir sendiri..neuron transmission tidak dapat dihalang..kener guna blocker nih..GABA Blocker ke??
Semalam seharian melafazkan script..WHATEVER, I DONT WANT TO CARE..secara diam2 tiap kali memikirkan bender sama..tp time tidur xleh aa plak nk wat gitu..hukhukhuk..
But how to let it go??? Gonna talk it out soon enough..hekhekhek..
Ok enough said..entry yg x bermanfaat lgsung utk org lain...hmmmmmm...
p/s : owh xleh berputus harapan dgn mengeluarkan script What ever i dont want to care..nnti Allah dont want to care bout u oso camne??haaaaa...
adioss
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