Alhamdulillah, berjaya survive a week of full of lectures with good mental health. Kalau yg time awal2 dulu balek lecture jer masing-masing nk emo n stress sbb lecture lama super..skang nih sbb dah biasa kan..hehe..
Owh, speaking of Fear of the Unknown, i always fear the thing that i cannot predict in future. Things that i cannot seems to fathom fears me. When dealing with problems and having had to make decision, it's very difficult cause the fear of the unknown always hinder my decision making. When presented with an issue, after giving thought about it and analyze it in details, i tend to focus on the drawbacks cause the drawbacks are the thing that is unknown that if it happened, it will cause great repercussion . When i'm not sure of how things will come out in future, i fear of taking the decision. Selalu rasa gelisah and insecure over the feeling of fear of the unknown.
Now, reflecting back, it's reflect on how much faith i put in Allah when dealing with issues of uncertainty. Of course i don't know what the future might be, it's only in the knowledge of Allah. The feeling of insecurity and anxious of the unknown is really an indicator of the level of iman i'm having. Putting trust in Allah in everything will make the heart at peace. Even the outcome seems to be negative, it does not mean it'n not the best. The best thing is to have faith that everything that happened is the best that Allah has planned for us.