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Assalamualaikum wbt..

I thought i was having a bad day today..Things were not going smoothly for me since morning..I was getting bad comments regarding my history presentation, I was asked to meet Dr Aisling Campbell due to me not attending tutorials and clinic for a week before (i didn;t have GP slip sbb x gi GP pun), and there were few personal stuff that bugging my mind leaving me confused and indecisive. And then, i did not get any good history from patient and it was very stressful cause i have to present a history to the consultant tomorrow (kalau espk x kena present pun bagus juga..:))

On my way back home, i was thinking of singing 'Bad Day' song (sapa ntah nama singer dia lupo) for the whole night..*ahhh malas tulis dalam english*..bila dah sampai rumah tuh, cam dok pikir nak pergi balek hospital ambik semula history patient tuh ker x...Sah2 aku salah amik Presenting complaint dia..dia dtg sbb lain, tp dia ckp kt aku lain pulak..bila tgk chart baru tau sebab apa yg dtg sepital..kalau esok present kt consultant salah presenting complaint dia, mau xpasal2 aku kena lepuk kt situ gak kan..so kena gi jumpa balek patient tuh n clarify balek reason dia masuk sepital n tanya soalan2 len jugak..sbb before that, yg amik history partner aku..aku just dgr n tulis jer..so x feel lngsung..n soalan2 tuh x seperti yg aku nk..haha..demand kan..

Lepas solat asar di rumah, aku pun pi semula hospital..owh..beberapa minggu lepas, aku ada beli small2 and cute2 badges dari dayah..i was thinking of giving them to patients that i took history from..as a token of appreciation laa..and just nk bg derang igt sket kt aku...i'm special remember??haha..(ayat fendi nih)...haha..sebenarnye nak bagi cam sebab nak make them feel better and feel good for that day..cam kita selalu cam rasa seronot sket kan kalau dpt hadiah walaupun kecik kan..so hope it'll make them feel better for the day..tp sejak start rotation psych nih x pernah bg kt sapa2 lg, sbb cam x der amik history pun..

Badges tuh banyak2 jenis..so td aku pilih2 and decide utk bawak yg SMILEY tuh utk bg kat patient tuh..

Tau dak..patient tuh kan bila aku sampai jer, tetiba dia terus nk gi Toilet..tp dia suruh aku tunggu laa..then bila dah nk hujung nk habis berborak ngan dia tuh bru dia cakap, she was having negative thought bila dia tgk aku dtg tuh..and that negative thought about me tros buat dia rasa nk gi toilet..Boleh x?? haha..(apa laa dia pikir pasai aku sampai nk terberak..dasat gak tuh)

Pastuh dah amik history semua kan..she was very cooperative..sangat baik la..then, dia dok tanya aku pasai apa kaitan negative thoughts and effect dia pada penyakit dia..aku pun apa lg..mula laa bg ceramah pasai Bio-Psycho-Social model tuh..siap lukis2 lg utk dia..and dok ckp kt dia to stay positive..Be Positive..and dia pun cam determine utk be positive kan..

Then aku pun cepat2 kasik SMILEY Badge tuh kat dia..aku cakap whenever you had negative thougt, just look at this smiley and smile with it..then u'll be more positive..then dia pun senyum dengan gumbiranyaaaaa...And dia suruh aku pin kan badge tuh kat cardigan dia n letak kt tempat yg dia boleh tgk..hehe..then dia terus cakap, i like talking to you..ask me whatever you want to know..hahaha..

Owh, sungguh daku sangat gembira selepas itu..dari patient yg ada negative thought about me when i met her dari sampai berubah dia suka pulak berborak dgn aku..hehehe..thanks to the smiley badge..

So, walaupun anda rasa hari anda hari itu adalah teruk, jgnlah terlalu negative..masih ada peluang untuk membaikinya..aku time balek hospital dah pening dah sbb x dpt history yg baik utk present..tp bila pergi amik semula i think i got a good one..(tp kalo esok present cam busuk x guna gak kan..haha)..

Tapi siryesly rasa puas bila bg badge tuh kt dia n dia suka and senyum..Alhamdulillah..rasa kepuasan yg Allah bg yg jarang2 dpt rasa..aku dah laa selalu x suka amik history..idea bk bg badges tuh pun supaya aku lebih suka and excited bila nk gi amik history..with the thought of boleh bg sumthing kt patient tuh, so harapnya more motivated aa nk gi amik history kan..cewahh..haha..

Tapi, itulah..erti hidup pada memberi...membuatkan org tersenyum pun kita dah akan rasa puas sebenarnye..~~

Ok Adios~