Kalau final exam UCC in final year dia ada grade yg dia panggil MODE A Honours, MODE A First Class Honours and MODE B and few lagi laa..description dia aku pun konpiuss..
Tapi MODE A Honours nih maksudnya, in final exam nnti, kita dapat semua Honours in semua subject (Medicine, Surgery, Paeds & O&G) so dpt laa kita grad ngan MODE A..
Start awal term arituh, i was aiming to get MODE A for final..cewah..bercita2 tinggi laa jugak..Tetiba nk exam paeds nih ragu2 terus mampu ke nk dpt mode A nih..cam rasa x der harapan jer n tetiba rasa nk berpuas hati dgn pass je..hoho..tak patut2..
Tapi attitude dan perasaan itu tersangatlah salah dan tidak patut..so perlu memotivasikan diri semula..hehe..perlu try the very best..tp supernanny x suka perkatan 'try'..dia kata 'i dont do try, i do change only. So are we going to try or are going to change?'..
Hurmmm...sejak dr first year lg selalu rasa inferior in term of academic nih..tmbah2 bila compare result ngan irish n americans yg selalu dpt first class berderet..so selalu aim nk pass jer tiap2 tahun..yer laa, kalo dah pass tuh pun dah bersyukur sangat dah..*memang pun kalo pass tuh dah macam sempurna nikmat didunia nih..hoho*..dah laa selalu rasa x rajin sgt baca buku compared to org lain yg super duper rajin kan..hoho
Tapi dah tahun akhir nih nk aim for something more laa..xnak dok tahap sama jer kan..base on result 4th year arituh rasa cam yes it's possible to aim for MODE A..it's not something out of reach ker apa..It's doable, insyaallah...so kena work hard for it..Alhamdulillah, result time 4th year wasn't too bad..so boleh berusaha keras lg tahun nih..
Igt lg time KMB dulu, aim nk dpt IB result 40 points and dah list kan each subject target nak dpt apa..Alhamdulillah, at the end Allah berikan kejayaan terbaik, dpt juga reach that aim..so this year want to try it once again..insyaallah..sebagai motivasi nk study lebih rajin especially dikala malas2..hehe..
In the end dapat ker x MODE A, itu Allah punya kuasa, but as for me let's work for that shall we...
Ok, Adios~
p/s : Banyak nyer update blog malam nih..blame the subconscious anxiety...:p
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