Subconscious Anxiety

Assalamualaikum wbt...

*Nak exam long case final Paeds jumaat nih tp dan lg dia dok update blog..aiyyyoooo*

I'm not sure if there's such thing called subconscious anxiety..Nnti tggu aku jadik Psychiatrist aku belajar ler ader ker x, kalo x der aku wat theory sendiri laa...hehe..

I think my subconscious anxiety manifested itself in a form of low mood and energy out of the blue today..hurmmm...bukan laa depress ke apa, tp entah tetiba rasa xder mood and energy, feeling low and weak sudden2..

Interestingly, i know i've been worried about a lot of things lately, but, i seem not to show the worries..berlagak seperti nothing happened..x der laa nk pikir serabut2 pasal macam2 and nak risau macam2..tp sebenarnye risau secara tidak sedar..walaupun x pikir banyak tp risau..tp cuma x tunjuk and x cakap diri risau and tak pernah tonjolkan kerisauan in any form..dan juga x pernah bercakap dan menceritakan kerisauan tersebut..sebab x nak menyerabutkan kepala dan menambahkan kerisauan yg x perlu..

Maybe it's part of maturity *cewah, baru kahwin laa konon*..

Entah tetiba arinih rasa cam tetiba low mood and energy..mmg x leh nk fokus lgsung baca buku..mmg laa tersangat cuaks utk final long case exam nih..dah laa rasa cam banyak x tahu n x study, pulak there has been few issue regarding the rotation, tp xla nk serabut2 fikir nk cuaks and nak menggelabah..buat cool jer laa kan walaupun risau..*sapa x risau final exam paeds kot, kena pass independently kalo nk pass the whole module, so mmg kena wajib pass laa exam nih kalo nk grad*

Tetiba arinih, tahap kerisauan sampai ke kemuncak dan perlu dimanifestasikan kot..haha..but how do we manifest worry?? hurmmm...

Hurmmmm...nnti kena tanya doktor2 psychiatrist ade ke benda yg dinamakan subconscious anxiety and how it is manifested..haha..behaviour dan otak manusia sgt menarik utk difahami..

Semoga Allah tenangkan hati, lapangkan dada, and cast away all the worry yg membebankan hati secara tidak sedar..There's always a way out for everything..we'll figure it out together rite, honey??..=)..as for until Friday, we keep on praying and studying..Insyaallah everything will turn out just fine..

Adios~~